nimcompoop

2007-04-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

Goodbye
It's a shift to LJ.
See you here/

2007-03-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL!

I am very egggg-cited for the trip.
I wasn't at first.
Thinking about what I would do there.
Perth is quite boring actually.
But guess what,
the internet is my friend
and told me many wonderful shops to spend
flithy money on.
HAHA.

Plus I cannot wait to drink there.
I heard beer is dirt cheap.
Like cheap and gives you bad hangovers.
Whatevs.

And i want to see the kuakers.
I think its spelt like that.
Its a cross breed of rats and something else.
But its not really rats,
but whatever.
Maybe i can bring one back,
use it to scare my mother or something.
Put it in her wardrobe and force her to pack it.

The worst thing that can happen to me is...
Excess Baggage.
Everytime i travel, that is my greatest fear.
Knowing me, by the time the trip ends I will probably only have enough money
to take cab home from changi airport.
And if I have to pay for excess baggage too...
DAMN.
Previously in japan, I had my ex-stewardess aunt help me pack
therefore skipping the EB.
Even then, I had 34kg worth of hand carry.
HAI.

Now's the holidays.
I'm living the slackers life.
No work.
Watching re-re-runs of THE OC.
I <3 ADAM.

Drink more water people.

2007-02-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

I miss tokyo train rides.
Someone said: CAN YOU TIME TRAVEL?
I sure hope I can.

Time is relative to what you do,
I believe in that.
I also believe that people never grow up,
no matter how hard they might want to.
We only grow to what their circumstances allow.
We simply accomdate to what life throws at us.

I'm glad the holidays are here.
Poly is giving me too much free time.
This CNY marked the celebration of thy learning new card games.
I've picked up shit-head, gin rummy & in-between.
You either win a lot,
or lose till you're sore.
I dont think I can handle another steam boat.
And my internet is a beeatch
knnbccb.

On the other hand,
I love it when my horoscopes say,
"Now is the time for travelling and education purposes."
HAHA/
I cannot wait for Australia.

<3
The way I see it, the world is divided into the watchers and watchees.
Sometimes, I am a watcher/
But when shit happens, I turn to becoming a watchee.
When they say watch and learn,
it also can mean,
learn first then watch others fall.
Life is cruel.

you knew that didn't you

2007-02-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

There used to be a time where I lived by the no vulgarities rule.
The word in this context is used.
Just like all things in the past,
they have been abandoned.
In that black hole,
I did many things to betray my poor neglected soul.
I became superficial, unreal
blonder.

I had been clouded by the unrealistic friendships
that today I know have never been about me,
they were always about how good you looked with me.
Fuck admit it,
I was popular.

Having left that place,
I've learnt who matter to me.
You just want me
for your selfish stupid ego.
You only care about the numbers.
All the bull about caring about me,
you can suck my dick if ever i get one.

Au revoir/
I dont miss you one bit.
I'm lucky I've left.
Not sucked into this big pool of superficiality.
I've always believed in myself.

So dont come asking me "Why are you not in church anymore?"
My answer today will not be
- I have my own issues
- I have drawn away from the above
- I'm going to another place

I'll tell you my real reason;
I'm not plastic, I'm not fake.
I can't pretend that I like being so shallow.
I can't pretend to like things I fucking can't stand.
I can't pretend to be happy around people who's IQ have never been higher
than the curb on the side of the road.
I can't, and you're right, I won't.

Now that I'm in a greyer patch,
It's not up to me to say what's right or wrong.
I'm like the swiss, neutral, unaffected.
People can go kiss ass all they want.
Me, I'm happy being cynical, sacarstic and egoistical.
All i want is for my bitches to stay by me and drink all night/

SKGJ
TGJB
YEBZ
DDLM
=)

My bitches, this 14th,
lets drink till we get wasted, sing till our throats become hoarse, lets bitch till we make up weetarded stories about people, head to xinwang to gain calories from the fried toast and have the ultimatest time ever.

I pray for all the superficial fucks to find their souls in the insanely unrealistic world they live in.

2007-02-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

HUI'S BDAY

Completing one of the 18 tasks,
eating a raw egg.
=)

Will post more pics later <3>

Yahoo is being a slut.

TOWN WITH HARDER ROCK
Our latest addtion,
Danielle Liu
Spot Her!

What's she looking at/ DLLM> What a perv.
Gotta admit, the view's pretty good.
HAHA.

That's all folks.

2007-02-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

I'M TOO FREE
or
I'm SELF PROCLAIMED too free.

presentation
&
loves birthday later

STILL TOO FREE.

2007-01-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

I am officially converting to a rain fan.
Watching his concert was like watching porn.
Every second I just wanted his shirt off.
GAWD, his body is dope.

Rain"Gross" Fan Club, Singapore (Shirt)
Although I must add, it's only the Aunties that can afford his ticket.
OURS WAS FREE, HAHA.

2007-01-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

I keep getting PS from my friends because they need to study and
follow their lame ass schedules.
Do I blame them/ No, I still love you guys.
But seriously JC is so boring.
All of you have turned into study freaks.
Everytime i hang out its always 'chemistry is so difficult'.
I understand studying is not easy,
being a poly friend to JC friends is not easy too.

'the geeks'
includes LTSQ,CYH

TMR, is going to get worse.
I will be surrounded by uniform clad people, namely SEC kids.
The uniform will just remind me of all the JC people I'm missing.
The only way, I figured is to be friendlier with the POLY people, get a CCA, get busy watching l word, OR STUDY.
The last option was a joke.
HAH, I'm still such a joke.
One year into POLY and I'm still thinking of JC options.
LOSER VILLE POPULATION ONE: ME.
I will be more POLYFIED tmr.

the word is try

2007-01-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

BLAH LAH AH H
hi hi hello hello hi hi

Shopped today
Bought a new formal dress
And deodorant, haha.

Anyhows,
I started a few things this year.
Like what I've been telling everyone around,
the Horoscopes say that 2007 will be a great year for me,
so this is what I have started so far.

My 2007 DVD collection, Every week I will get a new one, pirated or not, I don't care. I only have 'Last Kiss' so far.

Yup that's all i have.

Sorry, guess this post was a waste of your time. HA

But I'm going Australia!
Not exactly what I had been hoping for,
BUT who knows what might happen right.
Then again, the Horoscopes said that this year would be great
for travel and education purposes.
Which is both reasons why I'm going to the land down under.

So tell me what you want kay.
I only recieve orders from people whom I believe will pay me back.
SAMANTHA LEE, you are so out of that list.
HAHA.

"TougenjianbangSikaigenjiaoYanerbizui"
=)

2006-12-30T15:03:00.000+08:00

NEW CAMERA!!!
whoops.
=)

Watched night at the museum;
SUPER hilarious.
cept, for the fact that the 4 cheena people. knn, they kept repeating everything that was said.
1st in chinese, reading the subtitles
2nd in enligsh, repeating every single word
Plus for being so cheena, they had to read the subtitles which are like half a second before each action is done; resulting in them laughing before the entire cinema
in every scene okay.
And when they laughed so much till the chairs vibrated like mad.
STILL, the show was real fun.

Dinner tmr at 85.
It's been a long time since we've all been there.
2007, we're counting down to you'

2006-12-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

HARD ROCK WAS SO MUCH FUN
Even walking through the &^#*% rain, was worth it
I TOTALLY ADORE WAITER VICK.
He's 'hot and sexy'
PLUS
He dedicated paris hilton's "stars are blind" to us
And topped it off with a free sundae.
Much love!
'The holiday' was sweet.
I think Kate Winslet acted well
And Jude Law, is Jude Law.
HOT.
Awesome start to XMAS and 07'/!
Oh, and online shopping rocks too.
so random

2006-12-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

i don't want a lot for christmas
there's just one thing i need

hope

2006-11-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

falling in love with the l word
cannot wait for assembly 5's marathon

oh yes; shane is smoking, hot.

2006-11-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

i'm getting boring
so i'll see you guys with my truckloads of

pirated dvds
gum
dirt cheap bargains

and
a fantastic tan/
when i return
from the land of smiles.
=)

TTFN

2006-11-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

there's like 65868640320 things to do
ARGHS.

i suspect; i might be
too cool for school
=)
HAHA.

2006-10-24T16:11:00.000+08:00

Pictures uploaded for sentosa and chalet.

2006-10-19T12:33:00.000+08:00

BAISE

FOUTAISE

QUE L'ENFER

Why am i fundamentals hopsitality and tourism?

Why am i not in sexy french class?

I want to speak like Miss Kang.

I want to be able to roll my toungue and say Agnes b properly.

I want to be cooler than the average singlish speaking teen.

I dont want to learn about stupid aeroplanes and whatever tourism has to offer.

I want to go to Paris one day and speak to all the angmohs and be like

Trilingual.

Je VEUX ETRE UNE CHIENNE française

(I want to be a french bitch)

Lets just say all this is forgiven if fundamentals tourism and hospitality

can get me all the Z's i want =)

2006-10-18T18:24:00.001+08:00

how high is the sky

cause my limit is way over that

are you a bootism?

well;hellomate

there are just 3 truths non believers need to know of;

1 you can never have too many shoes

2 bootism is not a destination, but a journey through life in a dynamite pair of shoes

3 price is not part if the purchasing decision

so why oh why cant i

buy another few more pairs?

I will shoe shop and honour my collection.

I will revere Manolo Blahnik and Jimmy Choo.

SO;

shopping tmr, towning for the first in such a long while

yay; i hope no one's hesistating

cause my shoes are waiting for me

" You think on your feet, but even better in a new pair of heels"

Afterall, there is always room for one more pair.

2006-10-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

are you willing to please

like a child being born in a fire storm

are you down on your knees

now dont go straight

or tell me to turn

or lead me to fire

and tell me to burn

no it's true

i'm a bitch for you

-IMA Robot

work has been prissy as usual.

prolly had one of the worst days

made a wrong order,

the kitchen had some annoying food evaluation

and i had herb vinegar spilt on me/

top that with a splitting headache

and no pay

if i had all the money in the world,

and had to give some advice; i'll smile and say

"it's been lovely, but i have to scream now"

2006-09-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

back finally!

working at cartel is like double standards

here's sherilyn and my little cheer

for the annoying bitch.

m:you look like a
s: PIG
m:you remind me of a
s: SLUT
m:you walk like a
s: WHORE/HO
m:you walk into the kitchen and back
s: to EAT and FLIRT
m:and seriously what's with the
s: arabic hair

if i could; i would take a bunch of butter knives

and pierce it through your cholesterol infested heart

and look you in the eye and say

amazingly enough; i dont give a shit

well i cant do that, but i can only imagine

2006-09-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

my results are not my favourtie,

but ah heck.

waking up to innocence

everypart of me questions

what does love mean to me;

it's going to take a lot to hold up.

ESSENTIAL GRAPHICS

tough bananas, chao./

Asta la vista mother******

2006-08-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

me ; we're gunna run to the parrrty

and dance till the rhythm it gets harder

summertime and the livin's easy

life's been un-bitchy to me

i got my first A on thursday

i re dyed my hair red

which the canadian rocker did too

the assignments are all arayayayound

tired of my heart turned upside down

now my lifes a smile not a frown

the sound's got my soul singing.

help from the mermaid-lion;

there's no better way to get boozehounded

2006-08-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

love them all.

and to eunice; who took the above picture
=)

YOUR VERY OWN SOLO,

ha z ha z ha z ha z

2006-08-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

la la la.

you know I can't believe so much drama

rama is happening.

no one knew poly to be so exciting

I'm a total sucker for exciting news; blatantly known as gossip

yadda yadda, I know its not nice

but hey what's a girl to do.

feels like the holidays alr

the japoreans are back

and so is daddykins

went to fetch the father yesterday,

calesta and I successfully tricked the parents into a sakae treat

harhar

anyways janine tagged me to do this

and since i've nothing but to rest at home with the splitting headache...

Instructions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write six weird facts/ quirks/ habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you have to choose 5 people and list their names... No tag backs.

1. I like to scratch people

2. I dont like to wait for others

3. I like edamame beans a lot

4. I love sleeping

5. I like vitamin tablets especially the robots kind

6. I am pro-japan

-Firsts-

Best Friend: Liane Tan?

Crush: _ _ _ _ _ _

Movie: Lion King?

Lie: Always have so...

-When was the last time you-

Had a Cigarette: Only tried once

Had a Drink: Drank coke one second ago

Got a Ride: never, i take buses.

Watched a Movie: Pirates of the Caribbean,I heart depp.

Used the Phone to: Call daddykins

Bought a CD: ages, Jay Chou's

-Have you ever-

Dated one of your best friends: NO, bffs dont date.

Been Arrested: No.

Skinny-dipped: No.

Been on TV: Yes.

Missed someone ya don't know: huh? ya- adam brody

4 Things you did today: sleep, eat, call people, sleep somemore.

4 sounds you can hear at this very moment: dramarama's anythinganything, the water in my fish tank bubbling, me typing and no more. i dont listen well.

People to do this:

if you wanna do it, do it/

too lazy

2006-07-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

someone enlighten me,

what the hell did materazzi say;

i am so in the mood for some bitch slapping.

2006-07-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

This is the reason why i watch world cup

F-R-A-N-C-E

wohoo.

When they were in group G i was so afraid that Switzerland and South korea would draw in the last match resulting in another early exit for the team.

But they survived eh?

Then came Spain.

I still vividly remember Sherilyn and Augustine objecting strongly that France would win.

The people in ESPN even predicted 2-0 victory to the pretty boys and yet

that very match earned me a free drink because

ps.FRANCE WON!

I absolutely love this old balding team.

This is why you never down play the 98' champs.

THEN BRAZIL''

AND GUESS WHO SCORED THE WINNING GOAL?

HENRY!

I am so happy. Though i wished that Viera was still in Arsenal.

Now that they've beaten Brazil,

they can prolly win the cup.

GO LES BLEUS~

stepover portugal.

Let the MEN from France teach you a lesson.

Sweeeet.

2006-06-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

Takeshi

hot.

PERIOD.

want to work in mtv japan

marry a japanese

live and grow old

then return to singapore and die

/away from hothot afternoons

2006-06-26T09:04:00.000+08:00

I MISS JAPAN SO MUCH!

4hrs to finish my forum letter

school's at 2noon;

now is 9am.

oh god.

2006-06-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

the times she saw and believed in you

but fallow motion was all to it

whilst standing root

your frustrations melted with the rain

oblivious to the times you tried, or perhaps never did

she only realises when all hope is gone

and you have moved along

staring hard at your back , do you notice/

she catches glimpses of your smile

that's all she needs

to aniticipate the day you take notice of her

take my hand and lead me on

that's what you get for falling again, you can never get it out of your head.

hello love,

be gone till the 25th

will miss terribly;

as they say in japan

sayonara.

2006-06-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

I wanna be your hollywood

I could be your movie star

You misunderstood

Who you really think you are

I wanna be your dollar bills

I could be your shopping mall

I'll be your diet pills

I won't stand to watch you fall

Don't wanna be your plastic doll

I feel like

I'm caught up in a race

You can't break the fall

I won't let you go to waste

You wanna be designer clothes

It's a lame conspiracy

Your routine overdose

It doesn't mean a thing to me

Resign

Resign those wondrin' eyes

and wake up to my love

tonight

the click five love.

2006-05-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

stupid work.

stupid pay that hasn;t come.

stupid projects.

stupid marketing journals.

stupid *.

stupid shoe person who hasnt given me my shoe nor my money.

stupid clothes.

stupid contacts.

stupid mornings.

stupid sleepless nights.

stupid taxi.

-stupid isn't with me,

i'm the one feeling stupid.

everything feels stupid.

it's just so

stupid.

2006-05-15T12:12:00.000+08:00

Stir up Yourself ,

and awake to my vindication,

to my cause,

you were the closest.

2006-05-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

are you tired of doing everything;
yet getting no where?
well sometimes, the joke's on me.
someone drive me away.
i dont want no runaway trip.
i want a boring still ride
along neverending highways.
then i'll blast the cheesiest love songs ever
and put myself to sleep.

think of the lovliest things ever,
before i return to civilisation.
then maybe then i wont be ready to self destruct.
it's burning up in my head to think
of the wind in my hair.
wheee,
i can only wait
and see.
or self destruct anytime.

i am so very tired.

14 june are you coming any sooner?

2006-05-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

ORITEY

This took forever to get started.

So lets see, I've been wanting to blog forever

but really there's not enough time or blame the lack of proper time management.

SCHOOL;

is the ultimate.

The cat fights have begun.

Like for real, there is 24/7 gossip about the plastics,

The lessons are like OKAY, thank god its still pretty managable.

No homework yet! HOORAY/

I for a very sad fact has taken the public bus to school only once;

because i cannot wake up on time.

So i have formed with augustine and melissa; the cab gang. =)

Because obviously we have problems responding positively to the alarm clock.

WORK;

is still as stupid as ever.

QUITTING SOON!

yayness/

RANDOM STUFF;

Today some guy in my class mentioned about KARMA.

I know most christians dont believe in it,

but i do.

Cause it happened before.

See some time ago i was planning to take a cab from bedok interchange home,

and some irritating face-behind-his-cap guy stole the cab i flagged.

I was livid.

DUH, cabs are like my only means of transport.

So i took one shortly after, still feeling angry.

Then in the lift on my way up home,

i closed the lift door on someone.

ACCIDENTLY.

And guess who i closed it on?

face-behind-his-cap guy.

HAHA.

Cheers for the ex-unluckies!

What goes around, comes around!

2006-04-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

lets

just
stay
this
way.

/
(=
i heart
you all.

2006-04-18T18:33:00.000+08:00

happy; being.

THY BIRTHDAY!
1.The day of one's birth.
2.The anniversary of one's birth.

thank you all,

__________________(name pls)

lotsa love <3

2006-04-10T10:42:00.000+08:00

opinions; different

don't leave this rock unturned
cause you could like what you find
a sure-shot hit with my name attached to it
but i won't cast the first stone or leave the first mark
but I will leave a lasting impression
you believe what you want and

you've said what's been said

failure's just not flattering;

forget everything.

2006-04-07T10:33:00.000+08:00

SPECIALS.

to the above sucker and attitude problem lass.

happy birthday la.

although your 'act daoing' always pisses me off.

haha.

love love <3.

2006-03-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

i dreamt that i won spelling bee. =)

okay off to work; soon.

how mudane.

Been listening to NFG.

they make me a little sadder,

yet a little happier/

"I'm sick of smiling and so is my jaw"

2006-03-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

spelling bee was revolting.

i was totally discombobulated,

the pronounciation was maundering.

AND disenchantedly there's this pair of brothers;

who have everything right but one mistake.

but they prepared real conscientiously.
so i've got nothing to expostulate.

i want to get in,

really.

and in the next round; i'll be,

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2006-03-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

took a long walk back;

felt emo today.

i just want to tell bedok view sec that their

striking yellow poster at the edge of their soccer court

is blown agressively by the wind.

found out that there was this new

hairdressing salon 'x factor' .

i think i'm gonna get my hair done there.

till friday, i have earned a total of $104/

PIZZA HUT

is mostly fun and nice people.

of course there is that 1 exception.

heck =)

off to fill my brain with

wordpower/speelingbee/br.

2006-03-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

ARGHS =(

i feel stupid.

I BOUGHT A white BOARD.

RIGHT after tearing open the wrappers,

i immediately took my 3for3.50 blue marker

and begin decorating the white BOARD.

halfway nature called;

so i left my sister to write stuff.

NOW I REGRET.

cause she probably wrote stuff like

'michelle is my hero'

and felt too shy to show me and

usedTISSUE

TO ERASE HER UNDERSTATMENT OF ME.

and to my utter horror.

THE MARKERS SCREWED UP.

now my 12bucks white board

is BLUE/

i am depressed.

might commit social suicide;

unless you buy me any of the below:

1.markers, obviously the GREAT ones.

2.whiteboard duster

3.MAGNETS, pls love?

find a need and meet it!

haha.

2006-02-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

Have you ever thought that life was weird?

well today i did.

Watched final destination today and im freaked out like hell.

Afterall the plane trip is tmr.

but heck./

Shopping is more important. =)

Was thinking about alot of things as usual.

Like how i told feli i wanna get married at 21.

Thinking about it, that's way to young.

Now i;ve increased it to 25.

And have 5 kids. Haha.

At 21 i'll concentrate on the long awaited CAR!

Not like iris, 32 ? reconsider;

Im thinking about my friends,

like all of them are heading to mj/sa.

And im the only one left bent on going to temasek poly.

I dont regret it, but it's this deep sense of fear

that i'll have no close friends left

And no one will be my 'ah yis' on the day i marry. haha.

'FEAR IS A FORCE'

Its like how ive lost some of them along the way.

Never ever would i want it to happen to the people i love now.

I can only pray that we meet up as often as possible.

AND its like how some people can just trade the friendships we've had

FOR a new group of people's trust/

how cruel is that?

It's almost like friendships can be thrown away.

THIS type of friends i'd rather not bother then get myself agitated.

For when you get angry, you show you care.

It seems at the end of the day it's about,

how much you made use of one person's company/

I know it would be retarded to say friends forever.

AND cheesy it seems, but really with the SAC 4/6 and 4/7 people;

i hope it would be friends till eternity.

Now as i begin to feel being separated,

the more i wanna tell them how much i need them in my life, STILL.

It's amazing how a trip away would make you think more.

LASTLY,

to wendy tan yang zhi

and iris tan yi ling

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

you are both 17 years young.

2006-02-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

off to hong kong;

no more shanghai.

heck.

i cant wait for retail therapy.

till then, 1st to 4th march.

7 days to go.

2006-02-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

hello, hi; how are you?

i love my fishes/

finally the air pump is working.

the black water creatures are a couple;

how sweet right.

=)haha.

2006-02-18T10:14:00.000+08:00

never marry a man that drives

auto.

period;

2006-02-14T11:32:00.000+08:00

hmm hmm hmm,

HAPPY V DAY =)

haha;

2006-02-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

i did'nt do like exceptionally well, 15.

ahhs, but i didn't cry for that.

i lost my phone on that dreadful day.

yeah yeah. hahas. =)

staying invisible.

2006-02-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

i have not felt my heart thumping.
i have not felt petrified, worrisome.
i have not thought that i would get 9x6=54
i have not thought that ite would be my only choice.
i have not thought of my parents expectations of me.
i have not thought of the tissues stained with tears.
i have not thought of all my friends abandoning me.

i have not thought of having no one to seek solace.

i have not thought of the pain and guilt.

i have not thought of the shame.

yet taking away the not's in my life,
I STILL CHOOSE TO TRUST AND BELIEVE.
ex14:14 The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. =)

2006-02-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

will you excuse the drummer?

it would be weird to say i have a renewed passion for the drums, for i always had.

but this performance, undoubtly

has been an eye opener to what passion speaks of.

a true calling, is what i hope im following.

i want to hold my sticks forever.

the strikeforce love

the god given chance

i want no compromise, for now it's my turn to shine.

2006-01-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

love love,

2006-01-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

i see her across the road, drunk.

i condemmed her like many others,

thinking she just laid her time away.

i judged her, leaving no room for understanding.

as i held her hand,

and looked into her eyes.

she nimbly asks,

who sent you here.

i stopped and thought for a moment,

i want to tell her jesus,

i want to tell her he brought me to you.

and i said no one.

i missed my kairos.

she sat there, holding my hand.

others, hailing for that cab

we started talking,

and i realised far many a times, i judge too fast.

with no one to care, no friends.

is it her fault to end up in this state?

is she to blame?

i am not to judge.

I will be her friend.

as she got into the cab.

i silently pray, she'll be strong.

god will be there to lead her on.

jesus will mend the brokenhearted.

2006-01-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

RANDOM : I WANT PIZZA.

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

What's" Your Pizza Personality?

i dont really believe in things, but for you.

I do.

2006-01-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS!

an update of my life. =)

a) been attending school regularly.

b) practising for chingay

c) and preparing to go shanghai, a month away. hahas.

its sad that that's all to my life.

but i have my friends around,

you GAY people never fail to make me smile. =)

*oh have i told you? my form teacher is the discipline master of the school.

TOUGH LUCK, I KNOW.

till then, lots and lots of heartfelt love.

2006-01-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY ADORE GOING TO SCHOOL.

right.

the vainglorious of thy green hair lochness monster.

millenia is more boring than i thought it would be

wosre of, there is zero count eye candy

how sad.

still, i'd rather slack in the war torn school building than work and collect buckaroos

till then

somebody, save me occasionally from the boringly torture.

2006-01-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

I fall over again.

to lisa ng

whoever said shawn yue isnt HOT ?

2005-12-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

will you?

BE THERE TO WALK THROUGH THE RAIN

in 2006.
till then,

recollecting the memories 16 years before.

2005-12-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

last night lit called at BLAH hour to inform about carr's surprise party
the morning came.
supposed to be there by 11 but somebody by the name of LOKE, indirectly caused me to be late, so i made her wait.
=) hahas.
went over to hui's, pizza arrived. talk about good timing.
played mini mahjong and went over to the airport to pick carr.
she didn't cry. i thgt she would, but then again we headed to marina for whatever.
stayed in the stupid arcarde and i only spent one BUCKAROO.
WILL POWER!
on the way back in the train we were playing R O C K rock.

then this auntie started BLAHing , thank god i left at the stop she started opening her mouth.
she was just scolding on and on.
look i admit we were noisy, but the very fact she shouted at us to shut up proves her need for attention.
and of course trying to compete with us in the loud factor.
and obviously her need for public support of the other commuters who quietly wished we shut up.
still, she needn't be so rude. if you dont like the fact that noise comes with public transport and young people, take the cab. the few bucks will spare you from listening to our intellectual rumblings.
R O C K rock, till we play the next game.

2005-12-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

I WAS SO BORED, I DECIDED TO DO MY LIST OF PHOBIAS. (OR POTENTIAL ONES)
1. Agyrophobia - Fear of streets or crossing the street.
2. Apotemnophobia - Fear of persons with amputations.
3. Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
4. Bromidrosiphobia - Fear of body smells.
5. Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
6. Chronophobia - Fear of time.
7. Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
8. Dementophobia - Fear of insanity.
9. Enissophobia - Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
10. Eremophobia - Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
11. Gerascophobia - Fear of growing old.
12. Hypengyophobia - Fear of responsibility
13. Macrophobia - Fear of long waits.
14. Mastigophobia - Fear of punishment.
15. Onomatophobia - Fear of hearing a certain word or names.
16. Pediophobia - Fear of dolls.
17. Peniaphobioa - Fear of poverty.
18. Philophobia - Fear of falling in love or being in love.
19. Sciaphobia - Fear of shadows.
20. Symmetrophobia - Fear of symmetry.

lastly, i made up one myself.
diaphobia- fear of diarrhoea.
hahas.

2005-12-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

hello, this is going to be an offensive post.
YAR i know. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT>>>
look im a people person, but that doesnt necessarily equal to me being a people pleaser.
AND IF YOU DONT KNOW ME YET, IM QUEER BEYOND QUEER/
"What's so wrong about showing others your displeasure?
To me it isn't rude. In fact, if everyone did that the world would be a much simpler place. "- LIT

SEE and i have friends who are as straight talking as me.
BASICALLY when i dont like you, i do minimum talking and stay away from you./
THIS is just to prevent me from disliking you EVEN MORE.
AND over experience i have found out that the more you leave me alone, the nicer i will TRY to be to you. AFTERALL i AM a people person, but not a people pleaser.
So stop trying to act nice and please me.
Many a times in places when people show their direct dislike to me, i admire them for being who they are. AT LEAST THEY DONT LIVE IN SELF DENIAL.
AND i dont hate them, its just that they dont know me well enough.
ID RATHER YOU HATE ME THEN TO PRETEND TO LIKE ME/
Dont you get it. i love being around people who are themselves.
AND if i dont like you even when you are totally yourself, then count it as my loss. I just dont know you well enough.
SO PLEASE STOP being nice to me, i dont like you, but that doesnt mean i will stop trying to befriend you. ITS JUST THAT currently, you are pissing me off.
SO IF THIS POST PISSES YOU OFF, then you know what i have my bad days too.
AND likewise i dont need to keep it.
I STILL love this person with the love of christ, but sometimes enough is enough.
I KNOW i can sound quite mean, but hey it takes more than an encounter to be friends, it takes that certain something, CHEMISTRY.
AND IF i dont click with you then you know what i'll keep trying, but till then would you leave me ALONE?
THE OCCURANCE OF FRIENDS NEED THE SPARK OF CHEMISTRY, and with some people i just dont have it, and im not sorry for that.

2005-12-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

contended;

gratified, pleased, satisfied, serene, thankful, blissful, bucked, buoyant, conceited, confident, obsequious, pleased, satisfied, self-assured, unfrequented, unruffled, untroubled,

contended;
thank you for giving it all.

2005-11-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

I NEED A JOB. I AM CURRENTY BUCKAROO-LESS/

the options.
1. tuition teacher
2. telemarketer
3. some usher at the raffles medical group
4. someone to hold the plaque cards for visitors upon arrival. hahahas5. remain jobless

I DONT KNOW.
Off to kayaking tommorrow.

2005-11-17T11:48:00.000+08:00

I WANT I WANT I WANT.

1. burn geog caj
2. get a job at b&j's [ get buckaroos ]
3. DYE HAIR!!! ( green ahah. )
4. get new specs, the constance song kind.
5. go escape
6. bowling
7. badminton (trash irr )
8. midnight KTV
9. camp over at eu's hse (mahjong)
10. write hate mail
11. rise up in s.f. and c.c.
12. go KL runaway trip
13. GET CLOTHES, stop the wardrobe malfunction problem.
14. finish the adrain mole collection.
15. sign up for drumming course
16. grow nails. YAH LA.
17. get zen fixed
18. go shanghai
19. go M.I. for 1st 3 mths
20. JUST THROW ALL THE BOOKS AWAY.

the moment it all ends.

2005-11-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

UHUH UHUH I CANT WAIT FOR 181205

ARSENAL vs CHELSEA.

THE CHELSIKS ARE GOING DOWN!

IM A COMPLETE GOONER!

RANDOM/

I dont believe i deserved it but i still thank god for his chances.

being a pioneer.

2005-11-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE THE CONSTIPATED BABY.

ALL BEACUSE IVE GOT MONTEZUMA'S REVENGE

WHICH IS ALSO DIARRHOEA.

LOSENING MY BOWELS IN UTTER MISERY.OUCH

ps* THE BABY HAS SAGGY TWINKLES =)

HAHAS> SO MUCH FOR THE PAIN\

BTW PHOTOS ARE UPLOADED!

2005-10-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

mich fel loke farr irr

GOODBYE SAC>>

HELLO WORLD.

HELLOGOODBYE/ LEAVING THE MEMORIES.

I HEART YOU ALL =)

2005-10-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

farr asked, i merely responded.
MY QUIRKS:

1. I HAVE THIS SYCOPHANTIC THING. i dont like people to eat what i eat. Let's say at canteen. Everyone's ready to eat. So i make up my mind. Only to find out someone like REBECCA LOKE getting the same thing. I somehow get pissed. Not at her i guess. Just at her good choice of choosing the same food. hahas. BUT i forget easily i just get something else, or make her get something else. AND i make sure this time she gets something different from me! Never realised? = )

2. I ADORE eyeliner eyeshadow eyecream eyebrowcorrecter mascarra eyeplummercream sunglasses glasses eyebrowplucker eyecurler. ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE EYES> maybe cuz the first part i really look at anyone, is the eyes.
* They never change from the day you were born = )

3. I LIKE WATCHING CNA/ channelnewsasia. Actually i think its cause i'm a newsreporter wannabe " This is Michelle Lee, channel news asia reporting. " hahahas. = ) and i think watching cna makes you more knowledgable, like how fatter babies usually grow up to be smarter;

4. I DONT STICK TO A CERTAIN PERSON FOR LONG. i dont mean this in a bad way. but somehow i cant get myself to stick to a friend/pal/companion for a LONG LONG while. I sorta have short term friends. BUT OF COURSE this doesn't apply to all. LIKE hui. ILU>>>3. Its just that once i feel that im too close to you i just sorta drift away. I never learnt to trust, you know? So when i see friends sorta drifting away then i just let it go. Somehow i believe that the truest of friends are those that stay in you somewhere; no matter where you drift.

5. I AM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC. I believe the 'Prince charming will come riding on his white horse sweeping me off my feet' kind of stories. I've always saw the need in trust and love. Two in love can make it. NUFF SAID> iamtruebluehopelessromantickindagirl.
Always believed true love waits. = )

2005-09-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

WON BIN IS MINE.

DUHS.

OFF LIMITS TO PEOPLE LIKE FELICIA TAN! IRIS TAN! TABITHA!

SHOO.

MY DIAMOND RING IS PROOF.

HE IS SO OBVIOUSLY TAKEN. SO GO FLY KITES AND HAVE DREAMS ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE.

AIYAR EUN SUNG IS STILL FREE!!!!!

WON BIN IS MY KOREAN BOY!

2005-08-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

despite the growing ulcer, ( might commit suicide )

the lost handphone and ez link card (5th time_)

and piles of undone homework.

Am going to book fair later. to find this book

oh scandalous MAO. now we know.

the great MAO MAO and his "countless" grain

oh oh. scandalous MAO. i have to get you.

for boredom you are my counterpain

OH THE GREAT MAO.

2005-07-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

GORILLAZ. dirtyharry,

I need a gun to keep myself from harm

The poor people are burning in the sun

No, they ain't got a chance

They ain't got a chance

I need a gun

Cos all I do is dance

Cos all I do is dance In my backpack

I got my act right

In case you act quite difficult

And yo is so weakin' With anger and discontent

Some are seeking and searching like me, moi

I'm a peace-loving decoy Ready for retaliation

I change the whole occasion to a pine box six-under

Impulsive-don't ask why or wonder

Orders given to me is: strike

and I'm thunder with lightning fast reflexes

on constant alert from the constant hurt that seems limitless

with no drop in pressure

Seems like everybody's out to test ya 'til they see your brake

You can't conceal the hate that consumes you

I'm the reason you can fill up your Isuzu.

Chill with your old lady at the tilt I

got a 90 days digit

And I'm filled with guilt

From things that I've seen

Your water's from a bottle

mine's from a canteen

At night I hear the shots

Ring so I'm a light sleeper

The cost of life, it seems to get cheaper

out in the desert with my street sweeper

The war is over

So said the speaker with the flight suit on

Maybe to him I'm just a pawn

So he can advance

Remember when I used to dance

Man, all I want to do is dance

(dance!)

2005-07-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

ignore them. dont let them see that your upset. you'll spoil their fun that way.
that's right, of course.
BUT IT DOESNT STOP YOU FROM HURTING INSIDE.
had a great trip/ got 4051623786492365 things off my mind.
left behind a freaktrillion things.
WHEN YOU THINK OF RESPONSIBILITIES.
nothing stops you from going.
to run away from something, either good or bad.
whose fault is it? mine? hormones? god? theparents? weather? hah, whatevs.
i blame no one. nothing.
truely.

what i figured out =)
priority on the list; O LEVELS.
which includes skool .tuition .cheoning .teachers appointments .tutorials .late night studying .forsaking everything including shopping .homework, completing them of course.
family.
friends.
church.
*stuff that help keep me sane.
storybooks excercise tv tissuepaper water pills SLEEP moisturizer darkeyecream hairspray perfume eyeliner lists adrianmole drumsticks children angelstoprayforme

WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS?

2005-06-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

okay a cat that looked exactly like this ran into my BEAUTIFUL house twice.

Nothing to cat lovers and all that but having cat intrusions while eating your dinner is not exactly very nice.

ARGHS.

well if not i;m done, take me off life support. hahas.

till then, cats are not the most adorable things in the world.

2005-06-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

blame it on the late night "tai tee"
still ,finished the WHOLE of trigo.
whatevs. back to homework.
till then,

congrats baby nicole!

_____jang jang jang, i love homework. (not) jang jang jang.

2005-06-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

I JUST REALISED THAT THIS WHOLE WORLD IS ABOUT WAITING.
waiting for bus. cab .train. car. lift. everyday...
waiting for death. not very nice but true.
waiting for GOD. which absoulutelyfaboulouslyis GREAT.
waiting for dinner! impt
waiting for time to pass. like in tuition *fasterfaster
waiting for cash to come at the endorbeginning of a month.
waiting for exams not hoping it will but...
waiting for something incredible to come along
waiting for my sisters to get ready to go bowling.
waiting for love
waiting for the right time to come to do something.
waiting for the oppurtunity ( aka procasinating___ )
waiting for approval like my DSA form
waiting for the right tile to come to end the mahjong game pong pong pong
waiting for calls
waiting for queues *like in ntuc so long!
waiting for pressure *obviously not searching for it.
waiting for anyotheronesignificantmisiculelittlething.
waiting for the the chance to wait for something to wait upon/
waiting for the sake of waiting. just waiting,
it isn't exactly bad but
i'm still waiting.
WAITING

2005-06-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

\its like bull wrapped in gold wrapped paper with silver trimmings.
grabbing all the attention needed outside.
feeling crap inside
why do you put yourself in this my friend?
for now. really
no one really bothers.
\you kick up a fuss, blow up EVERYTHING.
you are NOT the centre of her world.
she needs other people,
btw we are her friends too.
if you can have [you her and others]
why cant she. have you even thought about her?
/ its like bull. i told you.

2005-06-06T13:16:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back home so i apparently have turned a little patriotic. ILOVESINGAPORE>
but still___
i miss complaining.
i miss talking about housefly mosquito BEE squirrel...
i miss rapid shooting
i miss MR POH> really.
i miss (askmi) azmi. hahas. and ah long.
i miss laughing about stupid t shirt prints.
i miss the sleazy hotel and its techno music
i miss all the talking about anything and everything, esp///
i miss the floating restaurant and the people and the mtv.
i miss stuffing ourselves till we feel like pregnant people.
i miss sitting on rocks against the clean watered rapids.
i miss the natural jacuzzi
i miss the orang asli village.
I MISS THE CAVES!
i miss the tekam man who asked so many lame questions. *Tom beat jerry.
i miss getting scolded and later on laughing about it or rather complaining.
i miss people like iris eunice liane carissa germaine cheryl jehanne claire jillian who made the trip a little more exciting. hahs.
i miss listening and telling jokes which are not that funny.
i miss listening to mr pei tell ghost stories whilst eating durian.
i miss brenda and her niceness.
i miss getting scolded for being teenagers.
i miss seeing all the gazillion insects
i miss not being able to pass motion.
i miss slashing for prices of mineral bottled water. hahas.
i miss buying BO POWDER.
i miss screaming at monkeys lizards mosquitoes and anything under the sun,
i miss singing in the caves and playing ABC<
i kinda miss taman negara.
that's all

kudos and Er oila
to being me.

2005-06-05T19:29:00.000+08:00

i miss here too much to stay on in taman negara.
now i want my beauty sleep.

*not being able to pass my waste material(s) is a horrid feeling.

2005-05-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

2 samuel 22

2: And he said the LORD is my rock , my fortress, and my deliverer,

29: For thou art my lamp, O Lord : and the LORD will lighten my darkness.

33: God is my strength and power; and he makes my way PERFECT!

BUT GOD. is my light and salvation. o level chinese watch it! HERE I GO.

hahas,.

thanks for the countless countless support from everyone!

BUT GOD will make all things possible to those who trust in HIM!

2005-05-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

i have the right to fail without the world mocking at me.

its true when they say the higher you are

the higher the expectations people have in you.

so what if i had been great, even wonderful?

i'm not the old me. i'm not the winning me.

i feel like the loser me.

i'm not a loser. but i was made to enter this phase.

so will the world just watch me fall and pick myself back up again.

stop expecting the winners to win.

cuz even heroes have the RIGHT TO BLEED. the right to lose.

i want to pick myself back up again.

but of cuz no one knows how hard it is.

how hard it is to face rejection pain failures in the face,

when all i had been facing was smiles ,wins

no one else knows how difficult it is to see yourself break away.

to see yourself drift from what you held most in your heart.

to feel the pressure of pain against your heart.

to see the sun. and yet the translucancy of the cracks in your life.

to face deadness of life. alone.

to see yourself fail yet time and time again.

to keep trying

and even more keep failing.

i want to move on. but my feet stands hold.

CHURCH

CELL

CHILDREN'S CHURCH

STRIKEFORCE

*CHINESEO's

POS

TALENTIME

EXTREME SPORTS

DAILY DEVOTION

MONEY
HOMEWORK

TAMAN NEGARA

FAMILY

FRIENDS

MYSELF

stop picking on me.

it could be william's hung line

true yet taken

as a joke/

'i have already done my best'

Oh how quiet, quiet the world can be

When it's just you and little me

Everything is clear and everything is new

So you won't be leaving will you?

Or at least before i do.

2005-05-17T15:45:00.000+08:00

UPCOMING GIGS!

Espoire 2-Youth Charity Concert
Venue: Siglap South CC,6 PalmRoad, Singapore 456441
Date: 21 May 2005
Time: 7.00pm � 11.00pm
Performers:
Ugly In The Morning/Parousia/Model Lipstiques/Swim Shadys/Analog Girl/EIC/Mistaken Identity/Page/Singapore Poly Talentime finalists.
Tickets: $8.00 only.
Obtain the tickets from Interact Club members of the respective schools(VS,VJC,SNGS,ACSI,RI,RGS) OR
Buy the tickets at the venue on the day itself.
Contact Sing Wei(98785606) for pre-order of tickets

Message: SINGAPORE STREET FESTIVAL BBOY BATTLE (breakdancing. uhuh.)

Dates :22 May Registration and compulsory Briefing at National Youth Council
2nd June Showcase Qualification @ Cineleisure
3rd June Battle Tournament @ Cineleisure
12 June Ground Final Battle for Top3 teams @ National Youth Park

Sonic Festival!

Date : 7 to 9 July 2005 (Thursday to Saturday)
Conference - 1000hrs to 1500hrs
Performaces & Worship - 1600hrs to 2200hrs
Location : St George's Church (Minden Road)
*All details are tentative and subject to change*

5 - 7 August
Festival of Praise

Singapore Indoor Stadium
2 Stadium Walk
Singapore 397691
Contact: +65 6737-6266

7.30 to 10.30pm

TAG ME . LET'S GO TOGETHER!!! LET'S HAVE SOME FUN BAYBEH.

MAYHEM MIGHT JUST BE MY MIDDLE NAME,

MICHELLE MAYHEM LEE. HAR.

2005-05-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

today god came true for me. amen, hmmm that touch.phew.

that word means a lot of things.
a cross and one heart. my one heart. for the one jesus who died on the cross for me.
that's why he told me in the train today.

and thank god for pastor phil/
the word today was for ME. HAR
but yes today marks the day i wake and find myself out of the pit.
turning the lion tail to head.
i am going to be on the other side.
today is THE DAY.

he gave me this vision.
a girl on the swing.
the swing breaks.
yes ouch *that's what i thgt
she sits on the floor and cries
then bam god says, are you going to stay and cry or get up and walk?
the girl wipes her tear stained cheeks
she walks on
yet she trips and falls so many times.
but every time she fails she stands up and go.
BAM god is waiting for her to find her determination.
to just GO.
then she crosses this bridge
and she is on the other side.
she sees her open door to jesus.
it is the metal swing.
one she can depend, BAM and she knows.
this swing will bring her to a new level with god.
developing her everytime she falls.

" HE left you in darkness for you to seek HIM , for an open heaven. HE is waiting for you wake up to who you are. GO TO HIM "-pst phil.

1 cor 15:57 But thanks be to GOD who gives us the victory through our LORD JESUS.

2005-05-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

"See You When You're 40"

I've driven round in circles for three hours

It was bound to happen that

I'd end up at yours

I temporarily forgot there's better days to come

I thought that

I would give it just one more chance

Cos' I want, tonight, what I've been waiting for

But I found, tonight, what I'd been warned about

You think that you are complicated, deep mystery to all

Well it's taken me a while to see, you're not so special

All energy no meaning, with a lot of words

So paper thin that one real feeling, could knock you down

And I've seen, tonight, what

I'd been warned about

I'm gonna leave, tonight, before

I change my mind

So see you when your 40, lost and all alone

being comforted by strangers you'll never need to know

not sad because you lost me

but sad because you thought it was cool to be sad

You think misery will make you stand apart from the crowd

well if you had walked past me today

I wouldn't have picked you out

now I've seen, tonight, how I could waste my time

and I'll be on my way, and I won't be back

cos I've seen, tonight,

what I've been warned about

your just a boy, not a man, and I'm not coming back

2005-05-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

we are having a mad conversation in msn. i have no idea where everyone is at now.

i have a few more subjects. mostly the ones i dread.
but i will DO MY BEST>

btw eunice the best way to break up, seriuosly * not the aids advice* but rather its to be truthful with him. that's all.

love ya guys. lets pia and mug. GO GO GO. -i sound like a bimbo cheerleader/! yeah. har.

2005-05-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

another post.

- got a new skin
- new template
- new worries.

gonna pia for social studies.
tell me why was the merger implemented?
arghs.

GOD EMPOWER ME!

2005-05-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

money and power cannot buy happiness; and sometimes life's greatest treasures come in a very plain wrapping.
An Emperor with all the wealth and power at His command is amazed when he finds true joy in the simple song of a small brown nightingale. It brings Him something that none of his money or influence can provide.
However things get complicated when an imitation nightingale is brought to the Emperor. Will He choose the seemingly better performance of the mechanical bird, or the untamed and unpredictable beauty of the real thing?
The Emperor find out to his cost that you can't replace the truth with an imitation, however good it may seem- and it's up to the most likely team of a kitchen maid and a wild bird to save the Emperor and the whole empire from a major disaster.

___interesting?.
check it out.
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2005-04-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

i am depressed. mickey is not working with me.
my temp is messed. arghs,
why mickey?
hmmph. i shall go sleep.

2005-04-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

today i carried home 1o kg of books. and 5 kg more on my shoulders with my nike..
somebody PROCLAIM i am strong. har.
my arms still ache now.
arghs.

can you see the irony.
mr poh : to find HCF find lowest power.
to find LCM find highest power.
and who ever said maths was easy?

\RANDOM.
1.ONLY tim wan has passed the test so far! hahas.

2.passage from [away laughing on a fast camel]_ that is actually the title of the book.
>
thursday March 10th
bedroom: I am so depressed and bored I may even have to do some homework.
7.45pm: What is this book MUM has hidden in her knickers drawer?
How to make ANYONE fall in love with you
8.00pm: THIS IS AMAZING<

3. i am turing self motivative. har har.

2005-04-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

what you percieve may not be what u see.
what i see
may be a blurred vision.
superficiality is a common way of life.
why,
rather/
i ponder
but i dont wait for answers.
for as it says.
perceptions of life cannot be changed.
then
what you percieve may not be what u see.

2005-04-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

today was cell outing.
i had mighty fun. hahas. seriously.
rounders was tough.
esp when i do badminton with a lighter stick and a cock. not a ball.

ate later on. it was lovely.
then me li xinyi and xinyan
took cab back.
and the taxi driver asked us.
try to figure out okays. cuz i'm lost. mightly.

say three kids and a mum. each kid recieves 10 to buy a slice of pizza for 10 each.
(i kinda lost it here RAH, )
then pizza guy returns mum 5. cuz apparently there was a discount.
then mum returns kids 1 each and keeps 2.
so then kids spend only 9 each rite?
but 9 x 3 = 27 and mum has only 5 - 3 =2
then total is only 29.
so what happened to the 1 left?

har. tag me if you know. hahas.

2005-04-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

I ADORE this book. DEATH NOTE.

really interesing for one. even my neighbour's reading it.
wanna read it for free too?

http://manga.anime-source.com/manga/modules.php?name=Manga&id=10

i am DEDICATING one chapter a day. hahas.

tmr's cell outing. going to eat, HEAVENLY. LOVELY.

2005-04-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

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2005-04-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

2nd birthday message * my fav too!

PERV( farihin ) 00.01.52 18April

Hey, happy birthday michelle!

May whatever you wish for

come true alright.

Try to control yourself ,
since your legal sexually.

Muacks!

To far: hahas. i love you too and i will TRY to control myself!

2005-04-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

dont cry out loud
though your heart is breaking
dont let your tears flow.
keep them
in your heart.
someone out there
loves you.

cuz you see.
love is a well kept secret.

love is like a war
easy to begin,
hard to end.

flipped thru last year's hand book,
what a rubbish collector i was.
hep?

2005-04-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

see what you get when you try to do links.
you lose them.
hahs.
i think my com is female.
its as pettty as one. just one hour and you can't take it?
hahas. talking to a com.
i need rest,
i have 21 minutes with alex to's collection hits
and 21 minutes to my tv programme, !!!
I AM A YAH YAH GIRL!
and did you know when you die 21 grams from ur lungs go?
huh. i didn't
until well now!
so toddles. hep!

2005-04-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

had 2.4 runs today.
my WHOLE BODY IS ACHING already.
tell me its an irony.
didnt run. i brisked walked. hahas.
whatever. i still feel achy.
and tell me there's no school tmr.
(whispers_)
yes there is, who am i kidding.
at least its over.
and we can play captains' ball tmr.
YEAH YEAH YEAH ! HHAHAS.
i am OBVIOUSLY not sadistic.
off to make follow up calls.
toddles, hep.

2005-04-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

so i got ready, my hair all done and everything,
then i decided tuition is a mistake.
ever thought that way?
i guess i dont feel bad, or i try not to make myself feel bad.
but i dont think my tuition's helping.
rather' its building up the stress. i'd rather learn on my own.
not that i wanna prove i;m Independent or anything.
i'm not liberal./ i guess i'll just photostep notes from siew leng every week.
i'm stopping tuition next term.
made up my mind.
now i shall ask my mum. anyways its for my sciences.
for once i;m glad their combined.
so if i fail, hahas. its just one f9 one my cert.
i am such an optimist huh?> hahas.

about tuition: i dislike it. hahas.

school. is psycho. it's like the dam draining water,in my case.
its my brain fluids. now i can't really think.
maybe that's why i come up with deductions like above.

reading adrian mole now. quote and un unqoute " My Precious Pandora is going out with Craig Thomas. Barry Kent( the bully) is in trouble for drawing a nude women in Art. Ms Fossington-Gore said that it wasn't so much about the subject matter but his basic ignorance of basic biological facts that were so upsetting. ( WHAT?) I did a good drawing of The Incerdible Hulk smashing Craig Thomas to bits. Ms Fossington-Gore said it was a ' powerful statement of monolithic oppression'." hahas.

there's a reason why i love this book!

2005-04-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

i feel like crap. i'm sorry.

to all syf people: god bless guys. ya'll can do it.

living with drips needles and pins. i need sleep.

2005-03-30T11:17:00.000+08:00

i pick up my bag.

take my first step out the door.

meet the 7, 12 year olds/ for service.

i go queue. i sleep a little. i pray we get seats.

i watch the drama. i hear the word. i see them get saved.

a huge smile creeps on my face.

i know god's glory is here.

i see the people get healed.

he's cancer is gone. he's daughters are here beside me.

i see their tears. i see god's love present,

there's nothing he cannot do.

we go to pastamania. we eat, we fellowship.

it's been a long time i've genuinely felt happy.

cuz now i know. no matter what people say, we've DONE OUR BEST!

i get beaver's droppings, i get smiles.

though i go home.

i sleep with laughter and warmth in my heart.

god has touched me today.

and

i want this

everyday.

at the door every morning, he greets me.
good morning!
and now to all ya. good nite;
tmr morning god will be there.

2005-03-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

crapology. yar. okays no.
anyways times is a bookstore. no rather' times have been pretty busy around.hahs.
gotta catch up on everythin, from studies to cell stuff and then ministry. so i guess its mighty fun if i got a break or anything.
which is like NOW> yeahyeahyeah.
KINDA changed the blog. g.ree.ns the colour now, i kinda feel like that. murky dirty green when i feel super crapped out. bright neon green when i'm like hyper or something, and then just green because i finally get to sleep.
sadly i;m kinda stuck in the murky one. hahs,

i guess everything's moving too quickly. i just wanna take breaks to stop.
kinda lost out there.
stopped going out and everything. other than the fact my money's losing its way on me.
feeling anti social out of sorts. just feel that sometimes things are not so real anymore.
wanna move forward but not forgetting the gritty details of life. take it good ol' bad.
just feel some stuffs are all pretend. made up.
plenty of foundation covering the real skin kinda analogy.
like people not being themselves. so i'd rather stay away. lest i become one kind of that shade.
other than that minor stuff , everything has been great.

i've been passing tests/ hallelujah. hahas. spelt that correctly.
assignments have been mostly on time!
tuitions have not been missed.
cell has grown. is growing and still growing!
i've been drawing closer. except for the spiritual dairy lagging. heh. will try.
children church has been great! big day's coming.
and strikeforce. well that temporarily is taking a kitkat aka break.
so that sums it all i guess.
besides the gruesome and icky stuff suck as mense. hahas.
i guess life has been great.

shades of grey are not certain. for black tells me you're not here.
lest i live in it. i see your light. i live in your light.

2005-03-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

WHAT A HORRID DAY <> ARGHS> FINE I"LL GO SLEEP<>